booze

Intoxication can indeed do unusual things to a person.

Maybe it was just the alcohol talking, but I really missed someone I thought I wouldn't miss that way, or that much. I tried not to think about it during my happy hours but the feeling followed through until I was sober in bed. I played the ever-popular game DotA for two hours to get my mind off the enchantment.

Last night, I slept only for four and a half hours. Ninety-five percent of that sleep was devoted to terrible nightmares. Corpses lying on either side of my bed, corpses coming back to life while lying beside me on my bed, a cousin trying to take my life on her own house, and other random i-wish-it-wouldn't-be-true stuff.

So now it's 7 in the morning. A cup of coffee and a bath helped me sober up more.

But still I miss someone.


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Fresh meat! -Pudge

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